what if

what if..
what if i will never live my life i want it to be
the things i wanna do are always going wrong.
i can't make the same mistakes al over again and i cant do a thing about it..
its out of my reach..
friends can count on my..
but who is the one i can run to when i'm feeling lonely and sad?
no one who can catch me tears when i'm crying..
no one who really cares..
but i'm not giving up my life.
i'fe got so much to do
i will fight and live in peaceful happyness
and i know its all gonna work out just fine..
it just need time..
i need time..the time i don't have ..