Why can't things be different for once?

There's times when I wish it was different between us. Why did I have to fall in love with you? I'm not saying that falling in love with you was a bad thing but I wish you would treat me differently. I know that I don't deserved to be loved. I know I'm a bitch and I know I fuck up a lot. I'm sorry that I'm this way. Can you not see that me being like this, hurts me? Knowing I'm this way is killing me. I'm trying to change. I don't want to be this way anymore. You have to support me along the way. You have to be willing to. I'm not going to try if you're not going to even try. I'm sure you tell yourself "if she loved me then she would leave" it's because I love you that I wanted to leave. Loving you is painful. But I would rather feel pain then nothing at all. I love you. I really do. I'm sorry I'm a fuck up.
27 jul 2013 - bewerkt op 27 jul 2013 - meld ongepast verhaal
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