why do you hate me god?! :'(

so confused.
why did she have to die? whats wrong with me god? am i not as good as her? were you just pissed off cuz you culdnt keep her? why do you want to leave me alone and on my own?
i NEED an answer its eating my alive
WHY HER?! she was my savior why did you have to take her away and leave me with nothing?! is my life like days of our lives to you? just an soap opera? somethin were you can control the end to? she was 16 it wasnt her time! we agreed with blood and spit! we wuld live to 110!
why did you do this to me?!
i do not wish to be your puppet to pull the strings on to change the life of the puppet! i dont wish for anything but i want her bak god! you had no right to take her! i wasnt wearin the seatbelt she was! :''(

ashlie cae, vrouw, 28 jaar

• Hey?! :) vrijdag 06 januari 2012 08:11
  I am so sorry about this. God doesn't ever hate... and He doesn't hate you. Things happen for a reason. They fall completely apart, with the heartbreak and tears and ALL... so that better things can fall together. Trust me on this. Everything happens for a reason. Think deeper, deeper. : )
• Ingrain (opgeheven op 13-9-2015) vrijdag 06 januari 2012 12:36
  God does not hate, he does not dicriminate.. Maybe this was his way of keeping her soul safe, pure. Hey^^ is right, things do happen for a reason [this does not mean you have to agree with it.] Maybe, in a while, He will show you a new path, a new place to go, others to take care off. The world is full of unexplainable things, some fair and some so obviously not.. Don't go looking for it, take your time, become yourself again. And so one day, when you walk down the street and look up at the sky, you know she's watching over you, loving everything you do. Don't ever forget that, she isn't gone, one day you will see her again, when the time is right.
  
• Jesusfreak vrijdag 06 januari 2012 14:17
  God never hates you at all. He loves you so much that you can never imagine in your whole life. When you get hurt, God gets hurt to, when you cry, he cries with you. God has a huge plan for your life that you be so thankful for. Trust in him and have faith
  
  Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.” Matthew 11:28 I'm here to help!!
• its me :) vrijdag 06 januari 2012 14:51
  their all right. It is a shame that she was taken by the lord and our savior. There will be a time were you will see her again she was your best friend so she will be with you always and it might be to soon but if you are having touble dont make the same mistake i did and end up in a loony bin for trying to commit it you can go to a shrink or a concelor it actually helps alot amd were always here for ya
• ashlie cae vrijdag 06 januari 2012 15:01
  thanks for being there rite now my bf is trying to keep my mind off of it so i dont start to ball its working somewhat but im not alone so i wontt ever try and commit it
• Kenzie zondag 05 februari 2012 17:03
  God does not hate you, as Ingrain said, Maybe he did it to keep her soul pure. God does not wish to put pain on you. To love God and worship him, you must give up your soul and body. I am so terribly sorry for what happened. I can not even imagine what you are going through. I have only lost one family member, and it was so tough on me. I thought I was never going to come out of it. But God helped me. Just know that she is in a better place, and that no one can hurt her up there, and that her soul is pure. Don't give up, she wouldn't want you to. She would want you to be happy. I Know I don't know her, but I am sure she would want that. Again, I am SOOOSOOO sorry
• ashlie cae woensdag 15 februari 2012 14:42
  Its ok...she was my best friend and still is. She watches every step I take so I must be proud and take every step in her memory. Its been hard I must admit...but she's in a better place and she's made me grow from the insecure person I used to be into the type of person who understands and is thankful in the lords name. I miss her with all my heart but its for the best. God I miss her...love you forever and ever jess
  

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