why don't you like me

is it because ......
i'm a fuck up reject and nothingto show for ?

because i hate the world i live in with all these ignorent humans ?
or because i am not drinking the water ?
because i think i am better than the rest ?
because i have no high hopes and dreams to live for ?
because i am such a rascist pig ?
why don't you like me ?

is it because i see humans as robots ?
programmed to do the bidding of money and ego ?
because they have wires and in and output ports ?

is it because i am cold and hard and have no humanity in me ?

why don't you like me ?

is it because i have no love left
is it because i have standards of living ?
because i am a recluse
or because i value life more than you ?

is it because i go out of my way to save you
because i can do things you would not ?
because i am ?

you don't like me because i am
no matter what reason i give
you still don't like me.

maybe i should be sorry that i am
who and what i am
but then again
i just am
and i'll be me untill the the day i die
the day i am allowed to die
untill tomorrow.

i am
and you have seen me
you can not like me, which makes me sad
cause you have not seen me
for what i can be, who i can be
how i can be.

but then again,
who am i to ask you to like me
maybe you are the only one
i find important to like me
but then again
if you don't
you don't
and nothing can change that !

*this is a diary entry
and in such it has and has not fictional and factual elements.*
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