Why mammy?
Tijdje geleden voor mijn ma geschreven, toen ik haar nog wou vergeten, maar de liefde is haat geworden en ik kan haar niet meer vergeven...
This is getting complicated
I thought it was my dad, that I always hated
It makes me so confused
I feel tortured and abused
Sometimes mammy, you’re so nice to me
And you let me see
How to survive
in our miserable life
But why do you change so quickly
From nice and friendly
To a selfish and sarcastic bitch?
So then you make me cry
You leave me alone with a lie
The lie of you
What ever I do
You say you’ve got regret
But sorry, I can’t forget
All those things you said to me
Mammy don’t you see?
you hurt me
again and again
Every now and then
Sometimes I can’t stand this feeling anymore
I wanna go should and hit the doors
So I go to bed
you made me so sad
So the other morning you act like nothing happened
That’s pretty shitty you know
I should feel great HOHOHO
sorry I can’t forget
All the things you said
There is a nice and sweet you
But there’s a bitch too
Geeezzz,
Is it all the stress?
Or is it More or less?
Sorry mammy
I never wanted to see
How you cry
How hard you want to die
Think life is nothing more
than one big lie
I want to be there for you
Really true
Maybe you hurted me many times
But my wishes are caught in rhymes
I wish one day you’ll see too
That what you do
Isn’t right
But I do not see good things in sight
I wish I could help you
help you true
Al the dark days
When I see pain on your face
But whatever you do is screaming
no no no, I ain’t dreaming
The time, we can’t rewind
But please, leave’ the past behind
Mammy I still luv ya
daaaaaah
How mean you do
still I don’t hate you
but please stop hurting me
Please stop and see
That I’m not the cause of your miserable life
Maybe it’s because you’re daddies’ wife?
He ain’t the most terrific dad
but after all, he ain’t so bad
I wish this pain could stop
But is isn’t only m job
Let’s work together on it
Like we once did
Like a family
I no longer see
Is it all what we see or seem
Than life within a dream?
This is getting complicated
I thought it was my dad, that I always hated
It makes me so confused
I feel tortured and abused
Sometimes mammy, you’re so nice to me
And you let me see
How to survive
in our miserable life
But why do you change so quickly
From nice and friendly
To a selfish and sarcastic bitch?
So then you make me cry
You leave me alone with a lie
The lie of you
What ever I do
You say you’ve got regret
But sorry, I can’t forget
All those things you said to me
Mammy don’t you see?
you hurt me
again and again
Every now and then
Sometimes I can’t stand this feeling anymore
I wanna go should and hit the doors
So I go to bed
you made me so sad
So the other morning you act like nothing happened
That’s pretty shitty you know
I should feel great HOHOHO
sorry I can’t forget
All the things you said
There is a nice and sweet you
But there’s a bitch too
Geeezzz,
Is it all the stress?
Or is it More or less?
Sorry mammy
I never wanted to see
How you cry
How hard you want to die
Think life is nothing more
than one big lie
I want to be there for you
Really true
Maybe you hurted me many times
But my wishes are caught in rhymes
I wish one day you’ll see too
That what you do
Isn’t right
But I do not see good things in sight
I wish I could help you
help you true
Al the dark days
When I see pain on your face
But whatever you do is screaming
no no no, I ain’t dreaming
The time, we can’t rewind
But please, leave’ the past behind
Mammy I still luv ya
daaaaaah
How mean you do
still I don’t hate you
but please stop hurting me
Please stop and see
That I’m not the cause of your miserable life
Maybe it’s because you’re daddies’ wife?
He ain’t the most terrific dad
but after all, he ain’t so bad
I wish this pain could stop
But is isn’t only m job
Let’s work together on it
Like we once did
Like a family
I no longer see
Is it all what we see or seem
Than life within a dream?
12 aug 2003
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lovelygurl
dinsdag 12 augustus 2003 14:08
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