Your gone...
I walk around the house. I smile and act like everything is okay. I do like there’s nothing changed and I pretend I’m fine. They’re falling for it, they have absolutely no idea what’s going on inside my head. I pretend everything is okay. That I don’t miss our conversations, or your cute sweet smile. When they ask if there’s anything wrong, I shake my head no and smile weakly. I say everything is okay and ask them why wouldn’t I? Why would I be sad about the fact that your gone? That we won’t see each other again, why would I be sad? It’s not like we had a relationship or anything. The fact that I’m in love on our conversations, your lips and your hands doesn’t mean we had a relationship.
I’m looking at a cute picture of you while listening to a sad song. It’s about saying goodbye, while you actually don’t want to. At the end they come together again, like nothing happened. I look at your picture again. Those lips, I never had the change to kiss them. Those eyes, I never had the change to look in them. Those cheeks, I never had the change to stroke them. That hair what looks so good that I want to take a nap in it. I look at your chest, I want to stroke it and lay my head on it to listen to your heartbeat.
There are so many things I want to do with you, so many places I want to go to with you. So many things and no time, ‘cause you’re not here anymore… You’re on the other side of the world. I don’t think I will ever have the change to meet you, to kiss you or to love you. I wished we were older, so we could make our own choices. So I could go with you and go to the place I always wanted to go with the one I love.
I used to say that nothing could brake me, but now I know that’s not true. I found something that hurts me, that breaks my heart. You… Away from me… That’s what hurts. That’s what breaks my heart. Knowing we will never be together how much I want to, that breaks my heart.
I’m looking at a cute picture of you while listening to a sad song. It’s about saying goodbye, while you actually don’t want to. At the end they come together again, like nothing happened. I look at your picture again. Those lips, I never had the change to kiss them. Those eyes, I never had the change to look in them. Those cheeks, I never had the change to stroke them. That hair what looks so good that I want to take a nap in it. I look at your chest, I want to stroke it and lay my head on it to listen to your heartbeat.
There are so many things I want to do with you, so many places I want to go to with you. So many things and no time, ‘cause you’re not here anymore… You’re on the other side of the world. I don’t think I will ever have the change to meet you, to kiss you or to love you. I wished we were older, so we could make our own choices. So I could go with you and go to the place I always wanted to go with the one I love.
I used to say that nothing could brake me, but now I know that’s not true. I found something that hurts me, that breaks my heart. You… Away from me… That’s what hurts. That’s what breaks my heart. Knowing we will never be together how much I want to, that breaks my heart.
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