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My fight is lost
People always tell you to 'hang in there', when they don't know how hard it is.
My fight that has been going for several years is at the point of no return; the point of giving up and ending it.
The pain is at its highest point and I am clueless.
What am I supposed to do know?
My mind is racing but my heart is aching. When does it stop?
When will I be able to walk around and feel confident, happy and free?
I am tired and my tears are dry. My body is weak and can't stand this.
This depression is taking over my life.
And I am at the lowest point. Who can help me get back up?
Help me live again?
Let go of the past and the present.
Because I don't know anymore. I am strong, but I'm starting to lose this strength.
The sadness in my eyes is unevitable.
But people still don't care.
What happened to the world? Do we mean nothing to eachother?
Have people become this selfish that we can die inside and no one will care?
If that's true, then I am already dead.
People always tell you to 'hang in there', when they don't know how hard it is.
My fight that has been going for several years is at the point of no return; the point of giving up and ending it.
The pain is at its highest point and I am clueless.
What am I supposed to do know?
My mind is racing but my heart is aching. When does it stop?
When will I be able to walk around and feel confident, happy and free?
I am tired and my tears are dry. My body is weak and can't stand this.
This depression is taking over my life.
And I am at the lowest point. Who can help me get back up?
Help me live again?
Let go of the past and the present.
Because I don't know anymore. I am strong, but I'm starting to lose this strength.
The sadness in my eyes is unevitable.
But people still don't care.
What happened to the world? Do we mean nothing to eachother?
Have people become this selfish that we can die inside and no one will care?
If that's true, then I am already dead.
30 sep 2012
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