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The following text will be rather self-centered, as I am probably the only one capable of following it. Yet, that's why it's my diary and starting my first text is miserable work anyways. In 1 year from now, I'll be thousand miles away from here. Years ago I asked whether She wanted me to stay here for her, but it appeared to be the wrong question as my life changed dramatically, which I now find out. While the number of people on my caring-list dropped, I shortly noticed that I was born to travel distant countries, to be dedicated to what I believe in and hardly commit to anyone who would prevent me from remaining truthful to the person I am. Achieve, help others and find peace in what I'm doing. Sometimes I wonder what keeps me attached to MD, but it is these small moments when people contribute a small idea or suggestion which actually helps me in my daily life. The small sharing of what we like or use, in contradiction to all the excess crying and bullying that happens on this website, shame on you if you feel you're part of it. I sometimes just wonder if those people who receive no reaction at all know how thankful I am for their brilliance. Currently I am working on a book, which will be very phenomenal and mind-breaking, and in my dreams and visions I already see it slowly become a huge contribution to many people around this world. I love writing, even though I haven't been writing here for 2 bloody years! I can be happy that in these last years I improved my self-esteem, did more what I believed in, worked together with wonderful people and now there only has to happen a few tiny things to make the entire picture a fairy tale. Anyhow, from now I will continue on what I have to do, besides following my diet that brilliantly works due to some guys talking about diets all the time on MD. Your repeating nature is like a hurting clock, but working at the very least. AND, it bothers me that there's no justified button here on MD that could make this text look a bit more aligned. Am I correct? What a pity. Enough about myself and God bless thou all on this beautiful new day.