10/8/12

I dont know what wheel id be considerd. I knew for sure it wouldnt be the 3rd. There was more than just one set of two realtionships. The problem? These were all my main friends. And know.. They were dating each-other. Deven was with ana, Sara was with Ryan, Manny was with Alex, and Dedric was getting back with jojo after everything he did to her. Thats just highschool for ya i guess? The point is i was a wheel maybe a spare even. Thats a place noone wants to be. Aernt you glad your not me?
I have my ways to deal with this.
1. Focous more on my school work education is important and what guy doesnt want a smart girl?
2. Start my own website. Help other people out like me with struggles just needing somone to listen or talk to about something they cant face alone.
3. Start taking my so called music career to a push. Yet again im still learning guitar but i wont brg when i say i can hit that note.
Overall start doing things for myself that i cant do when i have a signifigant other.
Being a wheel can be cool, no theres no guy in particular and there hasnt been in a while and thats fine by me. True love can wait!