[53] Get over it.

"Heads up, It did happen but focus on now.

Today i said this to myself several times,
My ex and i had contact. Everything went good until today. And the thing is, Im not over it. I mean im over him but not over the situation.

We were for real texting good. Like it was healthy agian. I got a notification from snapchat. He was sending a long message.

"Dear Kylo, I like ur contanct but i found somone i love. I fr love them very much and i wanna focus on that. we can have contact after"

Like, No im not gonna contact u after its done. Its time to fucking make the best out of myself and make me me. I dont need this stupid person, If he thinks im there for him when he wants to thats a no.

Its time for me to get over, How hard how rough it is.
I dont care. Yes it has been a important part but i shouldnt be influenced by him.

Funny thing is his new boyfriend is a ex of a friend of mine. I texted him and we laughed.

Still, I for real hope they have a great time, And this is the end of OUR story. I hope they will stay togher for a long time.

Every time i write in MD i feel better.
Im getting over this bs, Bs shouldnt be a part of my life and im gonna make it tht way.

-Kylo