All I can do is smile and pretend everything's ok.

UGH i dont know my friend is making me depressed even though she saved my life. then just a couple of mins ago she got into my fb and restricted someone . I mean this girl was annoying me and she helped me restrict her for me but i cant learn if i dont try, right? I know i should thank her but i wanted to do it myself. She used to be the person I could run to and tell her all my prblems and not care what she thinks. We're talking right now and she is so cold-hearted and doesnt care- as long as she gets her point across. She doesnt care who she hurts. As long as she wins. I wanna cut myself again and so much shit is crashing down on me. Dx I just want to break down and cry but i cant at home and school im the goofball, happy-go-lucky. the jesture. you get the hint. i cant break down. When I cut myself I could get on better terms with people. But now that I "recovered" shit is hitting the fan. I need someone who went through the same shit as i have, to help me. V.V But I know that's just a dream.

05 dec 2011 - meld ongepast verhaal

fayne, man, 33 jaar

CKSMIM maandag 05 december 2011 09:10
i did went true this, but u gotta climb out on ur own cuz ur the only one who can save urself. Its bad to cut urself but i understand the feelin that comes after it.
I understand ur friend saved ur life and all but that's no reason for her to act like this, u gotta tell her what u think and what u feel, what this is doing to u.
If she doesn't get it, or dont even tries to listen, she's not a friend in the first place.
fayne dinsdag 06 december 2011 05:28
heh thank you ^^
I'll try ^^

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