Almost 12am but,,,,

Dear diary,

Damn!Can't sleep its almost sunday "FUNDAY" wtff.Every sunday of my life wasn't even "FUN" it was always "BUD" day.Anyways,I just got from my auntie's house like 5 hours ago cuz I help her with things in her house cuz she got three kids and apparently my mom is calling me a "NANNY" which is I DO NOT LIKE,I mean wtff?did u just called me a nanny?I'm just helping them but it doesn't mean I am a nanny at them.Like WHAT THE FUCK like next time I won't gonna help them anymoreee even though they give me money cuz I helped them.And look my cousin she's a girl,SHE ALSO THOUGHT I'M HER NANNY?WHAT THE FUCK ON EARTH REALLY?So From now on,I swear next year I won't gonna be there I swear if I did please just kill me.Like,I went here to Canada to study not spent my whole FUCKING summer helping them,I mean they made their own familia so they have to do it not me or us?OH MY GOSH I hate this world,to be honest I hate cleaning,washing ewwwie dishes(their own shits),I hate "TRYING" to be fake at them,and also I hate everyday I woke up my grandma pulls the curtains up at 7 fucking in the morning and I couldn't sleep cuz I hate sun lights!Plus I only get 8 and a half hrs of sleep OR less because of people and kids are noisy and I just can't handle it so I have to wait until they fall asleep,PLUS we have to go to the park like FUCKING everyday I mean that's FUCKING tiring.Seriously?Even though I'm a teenager it doesn't mean I don't get tired.We always do,and actually teenagers got more tired-er than adults.Because Teenagers have to think everyday of problem solving and etc....Oh my gosh.I really hate being myself right now.Anyways its only 20 days left I think before the school starts and its my first year to high school and I know there will be fake people out there,and I'll be just going over the flow.Goodnight my petities I'll be back next week and its my birthday on the 26th bye.(my facial expression of the day).