and what is next ?

so
this is it
the moment i realize
i have amounted to nothing
i have become
nothing
all dreams and hopes
nothing
when all else fails
well nothing
27 years
wasted life
nothing
means nothing
does nothing
and it does not even seem to matter
it is useless
my life
is worth nothing
just a shell
a waste of life
for i can not do any thing
because i am
nothing
i could have been
any thing
became
nothing
i can claim this and that
but in the end
i realize
it is nothing
what i have done and said
could have been yours
but you would have said it better
done a good job at it
while i just fuck things up
and leave you with riddles
and even those
end up to be
nothing
and they might care
for nothing
they might like
nothing
but they love
something
that is not me

26 okt 2004 - meld ongepast verhaal

monster, man, 47 jaar

Pasja dinsdag 26 oktober 2004 16:31
Hmmm ik kan me iemand herinneren die zei dat niets het grootste compliment was in het boedhisme, en dat niets alles is dat geen naam heeft. (iig kwam het op zoiets neer)

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