another world

back in the day
way back when most people did not even seen the light of day
there was a world
pretty as can be imagined
with lots of natural beauty
creatures and flora
mountains and seas
a sky with clouds
that glittered like diamonds
and a moon
much like this one we have
yet different

that world had great science
with a wide diversity of spiecies
and different forms of high intelligence
our idea of intelligence
is but a storm in a tea cup
compared with that world

a great sociaty and wide plains
a dream of what can not be
yet it was
untill

one day
some freaky earthlings came
they were by accident and strangeness
able to go there
and poluted their world with human filth
idea's and notions
yes strange notions we earthlings would come
and take that world by storm

they fell in fear
met demands we made
as they were so passifistic
and tame, fragile

yet not helpless
as they secretly back tracked our steps
and then they realized
we were not like they thought
we were not like we thought
the world was not about to attack
the stupid humans were used
to lure them
into a trap

as we were stupid
the team of us who went there
we were like them
abused
for a horrid purpose

a war followed
terrible war
not a human realized
there was a war
yet we destroyed so much
our collective consious
put to use for a war
against a wolrd
dimensions a way

i remember so well
the pain and destruction
and my rejection of humanity
as conspirecies came to light
i turned
went to fight
for the other world

one day
a few years ago
i lost this world
this human world
and i lost
that world

just recently i found
some parts
remaining

it is horrible
i am
a monster

a war criminal
i am not of them
nor of here

ronin as old japannese would call it

i sold them and then realized
so i sold the world

and witnessed
the destruction
you are not real
you are not what you think you are
this is
a world
that is neighter the one or the other

i am
a monster
i should not be

if you only knew
what happend
if you only knew
what would be
this world
is a fake
but you would not know
would you