Confusion

Evrything is cloaked in shadow.
Covering all seemingly clear thougts.
I am confused, to much has happen.
Most of them should never had happend

I live two lives now;
one being who I am,
And another one to cover it.

Then there are some people,
I think I can trust them.
They say that I can become strong,
stronger than ever.

But I don't know if I want to,
To much things had happend that should not have been,
they cannot be made undone.
And the very meaning of my life seems to unfold here,
with people I hardly know for a few days.
It is all to confusing.

And if I give in to those people,
I know I can call them my friends
and my guess is that close friends they will be.
But then what should I say to my old friends...
That they just have to acept that I am who I was born to be?

07 sep 2004 - bewerkt op 09 jul 2004 - meld ongepast verhaal

Elessar, man, 36 jaar

O 30 okt 2005 Someday
O 13 aug 2005 Wings
O 05 mei 2005 The Dark
O 08 apr 2005 I cannot take it anymore
O 07 sep 2004 final word
O 07 sep 2004 Confusion
O 26 aug 2004 im not mad
O 25 aug 2004 one step
O 24 aug 2004 light at the end of the tunnel. ( 2 )
O 17 aug 2004 shadow in my toughts.
O 29 jul 2004 choise
O 26 jul 2004 Here I am
O 26 jul 2004 warrior
O 22 jul 2004 hoop ( 1 )
O 22 jul 2004 star

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