Dear 8th Grade Crush,

My feelings for you was complicated. I liked you then didn't. You kept giving me mix feelings and I saw you happy with her and I took a break. I didn't give up on us though. I wanted to, but something about you kept me keeping me closer. I know. I'm trying to stop. I sound obsessive and believe me but I don't want to. I am trying to learn my lesson but how can someone so bad seem so good. That moment when we look into each others eyes in science class. How you stood up for me in civics. But I'm trying to believe that they were by accident and you were just being nice. I've never felt this way about any other guy. But it was because I was young. Still growing up. Haven't seen the world yet but I kind of have. Being stationed in Germany, traveling Italy, France, North and South Carolina, Georgia, Tennessee, Maryland, Virginia, Florida, Texas, Arkansas, and other places. I wish we can start over. Not ruining everything. (What was in the paper you threw under my desk? Did you want me to read it? Hand it back? Or just leave it there? I felt so stupid around you. I only went to school to see you.) Starting off as friends and hopefully becoming something more. Although you would be with her all the time. I heard you two still dance together at parties and hang out as friends. I would still trust you with her because you two are friends. I still don't know why you two broke up. You made a cute couple. Again, I was trying not to fall for you because your going to be the kind of guy I would mistake for the right guy. They player, he jerk. I'm glad I left though. Although I still miss you. I'm sorry. I'm trying not to fall for you. I'm tryin to forget about you. But something about you is just holding me back.
28 feb 2013 - bewerkt op 09 mrt 2013 - meld ongepast verhaal
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