I just don't know. He's cute and all but I still have feelings for someone else. You know what I mean? I mean I don't want to hurt him.. Man I feel like a bitch. He just ask me out to go to this place like chucky cheese and it sounded so sweet but asking me through text? really? I just expect to much. I mean he was going to ask me out last week but he didn't get the answer because I turned red because Suzy screamed out in the classroom, "ARE YOU GUYS GOING OUT?!?!?!" everyone was looking at us and my face matched my red converse.... I wanted him to ask me to homecoming but instead i went alone and danced with friends. Homecoming was fun! You can tell by how much I dance by the blisters on my toes but I wish he was there. Or was I really wishing for someone else. Man I feel so bad. I'm texting him right now and I didn't know what to say, so I just told him goodnight. I am just not good with relationships, I'm good at giving other people advice but I can never really follow my own. Wait he just texted me, "Night " WHAT SHOULD i DO?!? Its probably too late to answer him now because we are already done texting. FUDGE! DO I like him? my heart and head are so confused. I've been sick for two weeks but still going to school cause of the strict government which shut down. Stupid. I need help. Stuck on a boat with a tiger who is gonna eat me for choosing the wrong guy... Nice guy VS. Dick head who is she gonna choose? OBVIOUSLY THE DICK HEAD BECAUSE I AM A STUPID 'UGH!
The fact that you aren't sure says enough.. You don't really love him, nor the other boy. Let them go, or you'll end up hurting them a lot more than you would when you told them you don't like them right now.. And probably yourself as well.