Dear God.
It has been a while ago that i haven't talked to you but that doesn't mean that i have forgot You. You are always on my mind because You give me a life in this world this hard world but i know how to survive with Your help. However i have to admit it isn't always easy it isn't easy to be patience when you are waiting for a child for such a long time You say who is patient in this world get his reward for his patience but we all are just human with feelings and desires and when our desires doesn't fulfill we get disappointed.But still lots of people hang on to You because they belief in You. I hope that You can forgive us when we are not patience so as we should be or disappointed when our desires doesn't get fulfilled. I know You are testing us how stong and how much we can take but again it isn't always easy especially not for me.
My desire to have a baby didn't happened and yes tell You the truth i was disappointed when i come to know that i'm not pregnant. I'm waiting for this moment to have a baby for ages but again and again it didn't happened.
Then i wonder why does teen girls get pregnant and then mostly get a abortion or women who doesn't want a child and abort or throw a child in a dust bin. While there are other women who are dying to have a baby then i wonder why them and why not me and othe women who wants a baby so badly. I know when someone will read this would say you cannot ask why but why we cannot ask this to You? I'm not angry at You because i don't have the right to but i just asking You Why? Why is everything here so unfair? Still i belief in You and i always will if i don't have a child there must
be a reason but still i have the hope that one day soon You will fulfill my desire.
Mrs.
My desire to have a baby didn't happened and yes tell You the truth i was disappointed when i come to know that i'm not pregnant. I'm waiting for this moment to have a baby for ages but again and again it didn't happened.
Then i wonder why does teen girls get pregnant and then mostly get a abortion or women who doesn't want a child and abort or throw a child in a dust bin. While there are other women who are dying to have a baby then i wonder why them and why not me and othe women who wants a baby so badly. I know when someone will read this would say you cannot ask why but why we cannot ask this to You? I'm not angry at You because i don't have the right to but i just asking You Why? Why is everything here so unfair? Still i belief in You and i always will if i don't have a child there must
be a reason but still i have the hope that one day soon You will fulfill my desire.
Mrs.
30 sep 2011 - bewerkt op 30 sep 2011
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tommygirl
woensdag 12 oktober 2011 18:30
Be proud of what you have.
Your faith will take you places and you don't even know it yet.
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Hey?! :)
donderdag 13 oktober 2011 23:01
Amen.
no pun intended,
But I agree < 3
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