Dear love' i wish i could tell you this.
Dear love, Februari 2008 Yes, i realy loveu. when i saw you, i wish i had that feeling for ever. I didn't want to leave you, just want to be with you all the time. Everyweek i'm lookingout the windows, hoping that i see you, and my feelings getting stronger. You, you don't mind, you don't care about it. You don't see it that i'm in love with you, that i crayz about you am. Everytime, you brake my heart again, yes it hurts but i don't mind. The next time when i'm again with you, i'm feeling that strong love. And i forget all the bad stuff. On the beatch, it was so pretty. First christmas day, i had the first feeling that you care about me for the first time. You say to me, that i didn't do that again. That you care about me, but i wish you say that more. I don't find it in your words, you don't care. You just need the fun.
But now, march 2009 you realy broke me. I don't want this anymore. i just want to be loved, and i still waiting of you. All day, nights long when i was with you. you can't give me the love how you treat me. Longer than one year, no, there's still nothing. And it will always be nothing. in my dreams, you're forever mine, i've to forget. i'm gonna leave you, for the rest of my live' You still don't mind, but i.. I've to keep strong and my mind fresh. without you, i don't now were to begin. I can live without you, yes. i'm sure, i can not find the love what you give to me. i just want more, to be loved. to be forever yours. i don't want to love a guy who loved some one else' don't juse me again. Never.
'nee, dit ben ik niet waard. Ik zal het toch eerst zelf moeten geloven
want zelf trap ik steeds weer in hetzelfde spelletje.'
xxkellyy, vrouw, 31 jaar
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