Delete: Yes or No?

Delete: Yes or No?

They are saying I need to forget about you. That I should forget about our conversations and that I should forget about your eyes. They say I have to forget our conversations that could go on hole night. That I have to forget those eyes that gazed into mine. They want me to move on with my life, to forget about you. They do like it’s easy to forget about you. Like it’s the easiest thing to do in the world. But they have no idea what we had, they have no idea about the things I have to forget. They don’t have a clue what there was between us.

I know I should forget you and I know I should delete your pictures. I know that! But it’s so hard to do what your dreams say not to do. My dreams are filled with you. Your arms around me and your laugh and smile. My dreams say to have hope and they say to believe in us. My mind say forget about him, do what your friends say and forget about him. Delete his picture and delete his emails. What’s the best thing to do? What should I do?

If I delete you I’ll delete my dreams. And a girl has the right to dream right? I have the right to dream. To dream about the things I want. I mean it’s not like I don’t look around, for a cute sweet guy. It’s just that those guys are already taken, what makes them unavailable. It’s not like I forget my friends, or that I lie to them. They know about him and they know I miss him. But why is it so hard to understand me? Why can’t the just leave it alone? If I want to forget about him I would.

What should I do? Should I delete those 3 photographs I have or should I keep them and look at them once in a while. Remembering the things we talked about and have the feeling you always gave me. What should I do?
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