You gotta live now.
Looking at the movies of the past. Remembering how I was then and how I am right now. It´s weird and hard. ´Cause then it was so much easier. Things that happened didn´t happened yet there. And sometimes, just sometimes when I look at it I wished that I was still that little, innocent girl. With that gold blond hair, who still believed in Santa clause and who believed everyone has an happy ending.
Now that´s the past, I don´t believe in Santa clause anymore and my gold hair changed into dark blond hair almost brown. I don´t believe everyone has an happy ending ´cause I know that in real life not everything ends up like you want it to turn out. I look at myself and laugh about myself. I was this sweet, innocent little girl who believed everything you would tell her.
That´s changed now. I take care of myself ´cause that´s the way you gotta live. Living in the present, not looking back at the past and hoping on a better future. The past is gone and the future has to come. You live in the present and or you like it or not, you gotta live now and not in the past or in the future..
Therestory, vrouw, 30 jaar
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