Deleted it already.

So I did it.I already delete my one of my mydiary message.Its how Ben asked me out.I told you already that I don't even like him now.I like Darrian,and apparently I'm inlove with Alec Wilson.I'm so confused.I ask people who I only trust,if should I break up with Ben.So,I asked Henry.I told him,that I don't like Ben anymore,and asks him if should I break up with him,cuz I like Darrian.But,I told him that people told me to not to like Darrian cuz he's such a doucebag.He said that If he was me,I wouldn't break up with him because we are cute couples,and he agreed that Darrian is such a douchebag.I told him that this weekend I have to think about things like,should I break up with him or not.I was wondering what if I'll regret it eventually.I'll just give my self another breaking up fucking story.Ugh.I don't know.I'm so confused.Ben and I haven't gone out because I was busy,and the weather was pretty ugly,until now.I didn't want to gone outside with him,plus people my mother knows might see 'US'.I mean they will really going to tell my mom,that I got a boyfriend.Really weird but,ugh,I'm just really confused.I thought getting a boyfriend was easy,but its harder than I thought.I just really missed being a single teenager,liking many guys as I can,flirt with them anytime I want.But,Its all different now.I have limits.Can't go really talk with cute boys,unless really ewiee,and yeah.Just incase your boyfriend caught you talking with a guy,but its grossest than him.I'm really sleepy again,I gotta go bye.You guys might help me with this so,please please make any comment.
23 sep 2012 - meld ongepast verhaal
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