No matter what i’m trying to do, Everyday I start fucking crying, Nobody knows that I’m dying, So many times I tried to change things, I failed everytime, I’m already waiting for what my end brings,
Never took my chance, My chance to be with you forever, You know I had problems in my mind I was doing my best for you, But I fucked up and lied so many times to you, I didn’t realized how much pain I did to you, You got mad and said I should look after myself I wrote you that poem saying I’m afraid to lose you, My heart wrote it, It’s all true, I really don’t know what to do now, My hope is fading away..
I wish I could tell you something, Something you never heard before, I think I will now,
My end could be near, My end could be far, Even in my dreams you still are my star, It isn’t a Fantasy I love you the way you are, I never knew what love could do, Until I started to love you,