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Best friends...

So since jr.high I had 2 best friends... Cindy and Lin. Both nice girls but sadly when we hit high school we just separated... We all went to different high schools, I went the farthest...But... Cindy and lin got along fine, they would hangout with each other and stuff... during the 4 years of high school I only saw them less then 10 times but they saw each other more. I notice they only hung out with me because I was the spare, or backup. If they had extra ticket or they wanted one extra person they would call me since Im an only child... but as time passed about.. last year actually.. Cindy moved away like 20 miles away or more to college and I was stuck here in cali with lin, Lin got lonely and said we should hangout more. I said ok... but during those time I notice she always brought up cindy, Cindy did this and she told me this and now she has this class... and Im sitting there like so?... but whatever makes her happy... So My mom notice when cindy in town lin doesn't talk to me but when she away she stuck to me... It annoys me actually So Cindy birthday on November and she wants to buy her an expensive cake with a gift some lady does. and I'm like... wait.... first off cindy never really done much on your birthday but gave you hug... You didnt really do anything for my birthday so why is hers so special?
I dont know maybe Im a jelo person or im being a brat... but Cindy doesnt really deserve it.. She hasnt paid us back for the disney trip last year... She paid for her and her bf to go but not us? we drove her there and took her there we paid for her food! She hasnt repaid us. But the thing that gets me mad the most is Lin words and I quote "I think every year I'm gonna take her to disney land for her birthday" FIRST OFF! I love disney more then cindy I use to go every Saturday with the annual pass, cindy not crazy for it and why are you doing it?! its a waste! It really is! But whatever! Im just jelo I guess Idk!

but yeaah So in class I talk to this guy I semi have a crush on and he cool but he annoys lin and I like that cause this is my way of saying pay back, Maybe its wrong to do or right thing... but.... eh I gotta have my fun to ya know...