my dream
The world was ending, Planet was coming at us or something was people started to panic more going into other peoples house not to rob or anything but hang out. I thought it was a joke then I heard the Tv that turned on saying "the world is ending how are we all doing? Reports show the world will soon be crushed"
I looked over seeing my mom outside with her sister, I go to her and she doesnt seem bothered by it all she calm and coping I look around see strangers in our yard and I go back inside and to my room sit in front of my window.. placing my hands together trying to pray. My mom gay friend walks in saying "hey kiddo watcha doi- I didnt know you were into that" I nodd without a word I turn back I See my room isnt my room just almost like a long hall way now with blankets and clothes on the floor. I sighed.
my mom walks in saying "we called the police for status updates and they have the nerve to say fuck star wars.. Rude..." and I sit there looking up at her I cry because I know I wont see her anymore I know I wont hear something silly like this from her again. I dont want her to die nor I as well. She looks at me she ask " why are you crying?" I culdnt bare to tell the truth I just say "Because they said Fuck starwars.... why are people rude??" she says "oh brother" and talks to her gay friend and I leave grabbing my laptop I opened it went to skype seeing my friend grey was on I tell him "Dude I never wanted to admit because I didnt wanna ruin our friendship but now I see there no time left ... I love you dude...I hate you that you I Dont know I just love you"
he didnt reply or I didnt give him a chance, once I sent the message I closed the laptop going back to praying asking "If there really is a god? just dont kill us please... we can be a better world...we can but prove to us you exist" I kept praying and saying stuff like that. I Robbed a place went into liquor store got chips walked out guy got mad saying I had to pay I did in the end I guess he didnt believe the world was ending.
I guess time passed and my mom took me to hometown buffet and it was packed and food over loading itself we sat in a table I look at my mom asking "is this really end?" she said nothing but nodded
I looked down tearing up at my food "I Dont want this to end mom... what if there no heaven in the end? what if all this time I prayed was just luck and help from God... I Dont want to die and I dont want you to die...isnt there a way we can escape this?? "
She shook her head and grabbed my hand "just accept it..Its scary I know... it was a pleasure living with you I Raised you tough dont cry... I cant answer you if Heaven exisit or if we will see each other again but I know I wont regret having you"
I cried and smilied nodding still scared my family came in and sat with us. I went out for some air and looked toward the sky. The planes descended down, no birds, no planes not even clouds... I Walk back inside yelling "The planes... their landing not flying... is it coming closer?!" a few people ran out to see others stayed in I Went back to the table seeing my friend lin she was quiet.. I look to the side to see another friend from college eating alone on her DS and I smiled seeing she hanst change a bit
i took my ds out and started to type talking to her through it she smiled and we laughed it was fun.... then time passed she left and the place was empty I look over to my mom and she gets up and leaves knowing I would follow
we ended up in our house it seemed run and almost like a shed. I asked her for a hug and held her close as I woke up I looked around in my room shocked it was a dream I lay back down saying"no no I Cant leave her" I Fall back asleep same dream where I left out
I Still hold her and my laptop shines I look over on top it says "20 messages grey" I ignore it and whisper sorry. the night was quiet and no one talked, no alarms no screams nothing. I heard a rumbling sound like an earthquake I knew it was here....
Then it stopped.. I look out the window to see day light and birds flying out of no where the Bold Eagle sat on a pole and I wake my mom up saying "Were alive... were alive look the birds they're back..." I smile and tears fly down my cheeks of joy. My mom looks out and smiles "I guess we did make it" she said going back to sleep
I put the cover over to sleep and I Walk out seeing random people and radio goes on saying "It passed us... it hit our atmosphere but it passed us and still going"
I continue to smile and pick up a stick walking around with it sliding it through the dirt. I hear a voice and I look back seeing grey running towards me and he hugs me saying "we made it" and I smile and hug him back with a nod he grabs my hand and I Grab his we walk around. later we went to my mom who was awake I placed my hood on and before I Can introduce him I woke up again
surprised at the dream I Was glad it wasnt real....
Littleaxy, vrouw, 31 jaar
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