it is not yet clear
but what is clearly visible
does not bring a smile of joy and happyness
a smile it does bring
but it is grim and wild
the loss of peace comes to mind
inner peace
spiritual peace
and worldly peace
my dreams tell me terrible things are about to come
my dreams do often depict a possible future
it looks like love is far away
and if that is the case
my inner peace will not be broken
spiritual and worldly peace remain in a danger zone then
and i can only hope that love comes my way
yet i fear the worst
there have been more than one spiritual struggle in the resent past
and another one might bring chaos
worldly peace to be broken would mean a disaster
and i can only pray that will not be the case
for it would surely be horrific
but what is then to come that scares the hell out of me ?
will there finally be a truth to be released ?
or will there be another denial ? while it is too obvious
waking with scars does nt look promissing
but it sure beats the hell out of me
and the other possible things to come
is this the time that the chains will be broken ?
or will the chain be fixed ?
and bind us into a fait unknown ?
i can only hope
it is just me
it is just a dream