fears (1999)

ik wil wat schrijven
maar het komt niet
het wil er niet uit
ik ben
leeg


never we were
open

i recconize things
things that have been unattainable
i have been shut out
of the world i love
the world

they hate me
and maybe with good reason
so why don't you

i will not ask why again
because the answere is simple
you know me
and you talk to me
in their eyes you are the enemy

i am reffered to as the dark one
i am the darkest thing they have ever met
and when they knew and realized
they shut me out
tried to kill me first
but excile was easier
for i did not die

now i try not to regret
not dying
i should have died
i should have

i try to keep breathing
try to have some insignificant purpose
try to get back
where they don't want me

i can tell of possible consequences
but no one would believe
no one really cares
and i will not try to elaberate too much

i fear the future
and it is not that i do not care
i just can not be seen with you
because i know what they would do to you

i am afraid
i am alone
not the best combination
but it's better than giving in
to the fake sanity


i wish my wake wasn't that rough
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