feeling lonely

what should you do when lonely ?
think this is one of the first times i got bothered with lonelyness

i want to go out, but not alone
i want to love, but not for show
i want things real
well lonely i am, it couldn't be more real than this

maybe my dear is still here
but still she ain't
that is lonely

i would hope she does not feel this way
cause she does not deserve this
this isolation is just for me
she should be happy
live life free

i won't go out
no i would only get a crush
no love just the anticipation
just the lust for love
and the joy of a moment
to be the beginning of another pain
i fear to go out alone
i fear to hurt
i fear the hurt

i feel like going out
but not alone
no not alone
cause she is not here
not to hold nor to touch
just in my head
i don't wanna mess things up
ending up with the wrong one in bed
cause i know that is what is pushing me
and that is not the right thing
it will only cause hurt and tears
only dissapoint and fuel fears

i'm lonely and need to love
there is just not one to love
i could not love enough

mahakala, man, 47 jaar

• zaza (opgeheven op 20-1-2011) zaterdag 06 januari 2007 23:53
  mooi zeg.. en herkenbaar
• Prinsess zondag 07 januari 2007 20:16
  Beautiful.
  But never let the lonelyness get you.
  And it will get you if you're afraid of being lonely.
  
  

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