from the grave...

it is okay down here
just as you said
heaven and hell
both can be enjoyable
both can be real
but they are not here
quess that was when i was alive
heaven when with you
hell when without you

heaven can be as a silent little village
heaven can be as te big rushing city
for those who prefer one over the other
there is then heaven and hell

just like now
here dead and silent
or more like silent dorment sleep
just watching
no interaction
no action at all
just being
nothing more
no meaning to it
as in life
all got meaning
for somehow then it matters

i am in the void again
empty and without dimensions
it is quiet
yet all is buzzing
one
yet like there is so much
none
as in all

i don't miss life
yet
this is peaceful and quiet
yet
it is somewhat bothersome
for it can not be free

it is without in here
and there seems to be no lack of anything
it is great for now
bet maybe i will miss the hardship
the rough lessons of life

then again
honnestly
i hope
i won't find you here
because then
it is
no longer
the void

maybe i will return
but for now
it is a great
facation

yours truely
monster

monster, man, 47 jaar

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