Getting Home
I'm ready to get out of this place.
College is nothing like I had hoped it would be.
I love my classes and my teachers--although it's difficult to get good grades.
I wish I was home with my family though.
I realize I don't have a boyfriend or a best friend up here with me, but I miss having "home" as a place of security.
I miss my animals at home.
The entire "home is where the heart is" feeling.
It sucks.
I think I just need a distraction.
Partying obviously isn't the answer...
I'm almost burnt out on my job..they have me working like 5 days a week and with school--thats almost way too much.
I'm ready for thanksgiving break.
You have NOOOO idea how excited I am for that.
I get to be with amazing family and great food.
Even better I don't have to worry about homework or going to work--no stress
Stress has been the worst part of this whole college experience.
See i don't think the reason i gained weight is because of alcohol or eating badly...it's stress.
it really sucks.
I hate how much i worry about stupid things...how unmotivated i am to do my homework...and how much i miss home.
I realize i only live an hour away from home...so i go home atleast once a week...but i don't want people to say i'm too much of a pussy to stay in school.
If going home regularily is what it takes to get me to graduate from this place--I'm in.
College is nothing like I had hoped it would be.
I love my classes and my teachers--although it's difficult to get good grades.
I wish I was home with my family though.
I realize I don't have a boyfriend or a best friend up here with me, but I miss having "home" as a place of security.
I miss my animals at home.
The entire "home is where the heart is" feeling.
It sucks.
I think I just need a distraction.
Partying obviously isn't the answer...
I'm almost burnt out on my job..they have me working like 5 days a week and with school--thats almost way too much.
I'm ready for thanksgiving break.
You have NOOOO idea how excited I am for that.
I get to be with amazing family and great food.
Even better I don't have to worry about homework or going to work--no stress
Stress has been the worst part of this whole college experience.
See i don't think the reason i gained weight is because of alcohol or eating badly...it's stress.
it really sucks.
I hate how much i worry about stupid things...how unmotivated i am to do my homework...and how much i miss home.
I realize i only live an hour away from home...so i go home atleast once a week...but i don't want people to say i'm too much of a pussy to stay in school.
If going home regularily is what it takes to get me to graduate from this place--I'm in.
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