Happy, Sad and Miserable
It's really fragile..
it can be shattered in a second..
I can't build things that have been shattered, no matter how much I patched it up, it would never be the same again..
but I tried to build a new one from a scratch, and no matter what kind of material I used, it's also won't be the same.. and it's so fragile, it will break with just one wrong step..
I am dead tired of this kind of condition..
and I am afraid it will be over when I confess my feeling..
But even with this fragile relationship between us..
I still can't just throw away everything and move on,
I need you, even if u don't,
and it's the fact that I denied all this time, how foolish..
I am stupid, reckless, hot-blooded, quick-tempered,
and you are smart, funny, like to tease me, comforting me, saying ridiculous things,
can't u see that we are made for each other? probably that's what u think a few years back,
and I am so stupid for pushing u away..
not that I want to regret it, but I did...
do u know that I always waiting for your reply?
sometimes I even triple check my phone in one minute,
It's childish,
I am smiling from ear to ear when I saw your replies,
and just to reply your message will take me about half an hour, I think about a lot of things to write, change a lot of emoticons, erased it and write it all over again..
I am so happy, sad, and miserable..
it can be shattered in a second..
I can't build things that have been shattered, no matter how much I patched it up, it would never be the same again..
but I tried to build a new one from a scratch, and no matter what kind of material I used, it's also won't be the same.. and it's so fragile, it will break with just one wrong step..
I am dead tired of this kind of condition..
and I am afraid it will be over when I confess my feeling..
But even with this fragile relationship between us..
I still can't just throw away everything and move on,
I need you, even if u don't,
and it's the fact that I denied all this time, how foolish..
I am stupid, reckless, hot-blooded, quick-tempered,
and you are smart, funny, like to tease me, comforting me, saying ridiculous things,
can't u see that we are made for each other? probably that's what u think a few years back,
and I am so stupid for pushing u away..
not that I want to regret it, but I did...
do u know that I always waiting for your reply?
sometimes I even triple check my phone in one minute,
It's childish,
I am smiling from ear to ear when I saw your replies,
and just to reply your message will take me about half an hour, I think about a lot of things to write, change a lot of emoticons, erased it and write it all over again..
I am so happy, sad, and miserable..
27 jul 2012
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sweetnlost
vrijdag 27 juli 2012 22:23
You are happy, sad an miserable .. You are in love!
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Ganbatte^ ^v
zondag 29 juli 2012 16:32
haha.. i know.. i just can't actually say it.. lol
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