heart is skipping a beat
strange but my heart is skipping a beat.
maybe it is the way i am thinking right now
nostalgia or feeling of a new ?
i miss some vital elements of life in my life
well to most i am dead or not even real
i try to stick out my hand
try to reach out to you
yet i seem to fail
or failing to reach far enough
would i dare to say i missed you ?
and still
miss you ?
you would know wouldn't you
how i long for peace and maybe some love
how i deny the things which are good and healthy
trying to survive in a world of plenty
when all i really want is to be
at peace near you and in love.
i love you,
but not in that way
you fascinate me
but not in that way
i would wanna join you
but not in that way
(yet maybe)
my heart skips a beat
and i long for something more
something intense
i was
but far from what i am
maybe i should revive myself
to whom i was, or really am
would you mind ?
me being me ?
change my name to the first given ?
and see the light of love again ?
with all its consequences ?
i am afraid
i have little or no oversight
i need guidence
i need to be at peace
some one to trust and comfort me
in returning to the me inside
strange feelings and images
and i would not know
is that me or just the thought of what i can be
cause i know i want
that image in my head
you have seen it
you know
haunting me for all these years
bringing all these fears
yet so comforting and warm
help me
my heart is skipping a beat
and the monster is still asleep
this is not happening is it ?
this is not
dear brother
help me !
and i did not even know i had a brother
show me the way
and return me to where the monster and i am one again.
maybe it is the way i am thinking right now
nostalgia or feeling of a new ?
i miss some vital elements of life in my life
well to most i am dead or not even real
i try to stick out my hand
try to reach out to you
yet i seem to fail
or failing to reach far enough
would i dare to say i missed you ?
and still
miss you ?
you would know wouldn't you
how i long for peace and maybe some love
how i deny the things which are good and healthy
trying to survive in a world of plenty
when all i really want is to be
at peace near you and in love.
i love you,
but not in that way
you fascinate me
but not in that way
i would wanna join you
but not in that way
(yet maybe)
my heart skips a beat
and i long for something more
something intense
i was
but far from what i am
maybe i should revive myself
to whom i was, or really am
would you mind ?
me being me ?
change my name to the first given ?
and see the light of love again ?
with all its consequences ?
i am afraid
i have little or no oversight
i need guidence
i need to be at peace
some one to trust and comfort me
in returning to the me inside
strange feelings and images
and i would not know
is that me or just the thought of what i can be
cause i know i want
that image in my head
you have seen it
you know
haunting me for all these years
bringing all these fears
yet so comforting and warm
help me
my heart is skipping a beat
and the monster is still asleep
this is not happening is it ?
this is not
dear brother
help me !
and i did not even know i had a brother
show me the way
and return me to where the monster and i am one again.
15 sep 2007
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