How much I truely love you..
I knocked on your door
and you let me in
knowing there was something wrong
even though I stood there with my biggest smile
you gave me something to drink
asked me if I was hungry
already knowing the answer
'cuz you just know me
you waited a few seconds
than asked me how I was doing
I said I was allright and asked you the same
you looked in my eyes
'Now speak frankly, how are you doing?'
I looked away, searching for something I could put my eye on
'I said I'm okay' and I forced a smile, looking back at you
you smiled, than you took my hand
I smiled, just smiled, smilin' untill it started to hurt
and than, just like you expected, I started to cry
just cry, big tears rollin' down my face
crying was all I did the next few minutes
than I started to scream, I became angry
just because I was so fed up, I was so sad and I felt so broken
"Where am I living for, goddamnit?!
people hurt me, every day
they cheat on me, every day
nobody understands me, nobody!
I've had it, I'm so done, I can't take this any longer
always the betraying, always the broken promises
the lies, the dirt they spread about me, around me
they say they care but they don't give a shit
and over and over again, I believe them
I got their back, I give them my trust
and the moment you're gone
they're just all the same
bitches from the bottom of their heart
life is such a ho' - what am I doing here?!
I'm so tired of trying to do right
when it always seems to turn out the wrong way
no matter how hard I try
I always get paid with pain"
and than you took me in your arms
kissed me on my nose and hugged me
I'd just go on..
"I don't know where I'm living for anymore, I'm done here!"
you took my head in your hands,
looked me right in my eyes
kissed me again
hold me again
and than.. suddenly I calmed down
suddenly I realized the reason why I'm still here
through all the hurt I've been through
you were always there for me
laying there in your arms made me realized
you're the one I'm living for,
the only reason I'm still fighting
you always know how to bring back that smile on my face
the next two minutes we just didn't say anything
you just hold me, kissing little kisses on my nose
"It's gonna be allright, baby, I'm here with you"
I smiled, this time for real
my true love, always there
what did I think?! how could I think life ain't worth it,
while I got something só beautiful, so precious in my life
how could I be so stupid?
I put my arms around his neck and started to kiss him
and the only thing I could think about was:
Baby, you gotta see yourself through my eyes
you would see something so gorgeous and you would
realize how much you mean to me, how much I truely love you!
and you let me in
knowing there was something wrong
even though I stood there with my biggest smile
you gave me something to drink
asked me if I was hungry
already knowing the answer
'cuz you just know me
you waited a few seconds
than asked me how I was doing
I said I was allright and asked you the same
you looked in my eyes
'Now speak frankly, how are you doing?'
I looked away, searching for something I could put my eye on
'I said I'm okay' and I forced a smile, looking back at you
you smiled, than you took my hand
I smiled, just smiled, smilin' untill it started to hurt
and than, just like you expected, I started to cry
just cry, big tears rollin' down my face
crying was all I did the next few minutes
than I started to scream, I became angry
just because I was so fed up, I was so sad and I felt so broken
"Where am I living for, goddamnit?!
people hurt me, every day
they cheat on me, every day
nobody understands me, nobody!
I've had it, I'm so done, I can't take this any longer
always the betraying, always the broken promises
the lies, the dirt they spread about me, around me
they say they care but they don't give a shit
and over and over again, I believe them
I got their back, I give them my trust
and the moment you're gone
they're just all the same
bitches from the bottom of their heart
life is such a ho' - what am I doing here?!
I'm so tired of trying to do right
when it always seems to turn out the wrong way
no matter how hard I try
I always get paid with pain"
and than you took me in your arms
kissed me on my nose and hugged me
I'd just go on..
"I don't know where I'm living for anymore, I'm done here!"
you took my head in your hands,
looked me right in my eyes
kissed me again
hold me again
and than.. suddenly I calmed down
suddenly I realized the reason why I'm still here
through all the hurt I've been through
you were always there for me
laying there in your arms made me realized
you're the one I'm living for,
the only reason I'm still fighting
you always know how to bring back that smile on my face
the next two minutes we just didn't say anything
you just hold me, kissing little kisses on my nose
"It's gonna be allright, baby, I'm here with you"
I smiled, this time for real
my true love, always there
what did I think?! how could I think life ain't worth it,
while I got something só beautiful, so precious in my life
how could I be so stupid?
I put my arms around his neck and started to kiss him
and the only thing I could think about was:
Baby, you gotta see yourself through my eyes
you would see something so gorgeous and you would
realize how much you mean to me, how much I truely love you!
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