i am not

i am
i am
i am
i am

but i am not
not here
not now
not later
not just then
not yesterday

i am
not

wish i was
but i am
nothing

i feel like i failed you
feel like i deserted you
feel like i fucked things up
but soon
soon the war will come
and i can become
i will be
AGAIN

i am not
inlove
evil
good
bad
worse
anything

but in mind
i never left you
never dropped my guard
never let anything get near that could harm
but still
i failed
like always
with good intentions
YOU GET NOWHERE

i am not

sui, man, 47 jaar

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