i don't need attention to be happy..<3

Everyone says that I'm young and that i don't know what I'm doing or what is right from wrong. Y'all are all wrong. Just because I'm 13 and young doesn't mean i don't have feelings or i can't make my own choices. For me being 13 everyone says I've grown up too fast or even some people think I'm like 15. Having 2 sisters and one brother who are better then you and that have talent and that are pretty and perfect or even skinny means my parents give me less attention and more to them. I barely and rarely ever got attention from my parents and now that both my sister are moved out, I still get less attention. My brother gets it all. Anything he wants, he gets but if i want something i can't. Honestly, I'm use to it and i can give two shits. I would rather act older then I am and be left in my room to my self all day then ever get attention from some ungrateful and selfish people. I think I'm okay by myself. If cutting and smoking makes it all better then it shall be. But there's one problem with that, Angelo. I can't break another promise so, I'm going to stuck it up and be strong. My whole point in writing this is, don't judge me because i act older then I really am because it's honestly not my fault I'm like this. verliefd
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