I feel Hopeless,but nothing can help me.
I feel hopeless,I can't do this.I wanna FUCKKING kill myself.I needed to talk to someone but who?I don't know. I'm so depressed.I just want to Kill myself.No one can understand me.I feel like the word "better" is just a word.Not a chance or anything anymore. What if I left this world,without noticing my family.would they care?would they even bury me?I doubt it.I always dream about a good,healthy,lovingly family.In reality,I have screamer,unfaithfully,CANNOT trust family.That's what I have now.Useless,family,but not in my father's side,they are lovingly,faihfully,lovingly Family.So anyways,I feel nothing right now.I feel numb.If someone's gonna punch at me,I think I'll feel nothing but nothing else.I am so depressed I don't know who to talk.I can't even trust my counsellor because I know she or he will tell my mom what we talk about.I can't trust no one.
04 okt 2012
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Hallie
donderdag 04 oktober 2012 14:25
I know that life can get real hard sometimes but please don't ever kill yourself. I bet that your family will miss you and all the people in your life will too. You can make an impact in this world with your story so don't die. God ia always there for you no matter what. He stands beside you. He cares about you. Heck, i care about you even if i don't know you.Don't kill yourself. I would hate to know someone who killed themselves and i didn't even help them. People are out there that love you. Pluss, you are only 14 and me 13, but i was abandodned by my parents at the age of 2. So i've gone through some pretty hard times. I hope this helps you. Remember that God loves and i love you because you are a friend of God.
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CrayGirl26
donderdag 04 oktober 2012 16:05
OH thanks you so much,i think so far your my very best friend.I think your the only one who cares about me thanks BUT tbh idk what todo last night like 4 feet away theres the knife and ready to kill myself.
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Hallie
donderdag 04 oktober 2012 19:05
Put that knife away girl. Just remember that there are people in your life that do care about you but you din't know it. I bet that God doesn't want you up in heaven with him just yet. You still have a whole life to live. I care about you and i bat that other people do too. Do you care about yourself? If you do then DO NOT, I REPEAT DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. Think about something every night that will keep you motivated to see the next day. Here is what i am going to do. Everyday i will write to your so that at night you will be motivated to see what i have said the next day. I will pray for you. Remember that God loves you and i do too.
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CrayGirl26
vrijdag 05 oktober 2012 00:59
OH how sweet Hallie thank you so much for caring about me.That means alot to me what u just said.Now i feel loved and atleast someone cares about me.Atleast you,care about me.Thanks alot.Your my very very best friend now.
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CrayGirl26
vrijdag 05 oktober 2012 01:03
BTW sometimes in this week,i might not respond to ur comment because my mom MIGHT confiscate it,but really i'll write here as posible as I can.Then if I never respond to ur comments after 1 month.I might be dead.and that might be one of the reason.HOPELESS.
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Hallie
vrijdag 05 oktober 2012 04:04
Craygirl, i bet plenty of people care for you like i do. Tha'ts ok if you don't write back. I understand. Girl, you bet keep writing to me and never stop. I don't want you going and killing yourself. You are not hopeless, you are an amazing, beautiful and AWESOME girl.
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CrayGirl26
vrijdag 05 oktober 2012 04:15
HAHAH just call me marj thats my nickname.HALLIE u just give my life a "sunshine" that I have a reason why I live here on earth,don't worry when I get a little older I'll find you and i will thank you for what you did.But still hallie,I'm still kind of hopeless.
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