I'm sorry.. </3

I don't understand anymore. Honestly, I don't. I've never been so confused in my life. I miss every little detail about him. I miss what we used to be and I don't think it will ever been the same again. I just don't know what to do anymore. I use to cry my self to sleep every night and I just couldn't handle it anymore so I tried to stop but I still cry almost every night, I would be lucky to go to bed happy. Why do I have to be the way I am? I wish he would of found someone better then me because honestly, he doesn't deserve to be treated like this and I'm sorry. Will I ever change? I'm so scared to loose him but I know he would be better off without me. I could never be forgiven for my bitchy attitude. I wish I was a different person. Yes, I love him to death but does he love me for what I've done? I wonder how often he thinks about leaving me. I wonder if he even cares still. That's just the thing about long distance relationships, you just never know what they are doing or if they still or even had feelings for you. I can't believe me and him got this far, I just can't and I don't ever want to see the day he walks out of me but you can't blame him, I am a bitch and will always be one. I'm sorry for being me. I'm sorry for being alive still. I'm sorry that you ever met me. :/

14 mrt 2013 - meld ongepast verhaal

snooki, vrouw, 25 jaar

mumy_baby zondag 17 maart 2013 15:49
i know how it feels like
sorry 4 u
snooki maandag 18 maart 2013 07:17
It's all good.

O 28 feb 2014 Love..
O 23 jan 2014 So, I don't care? Say it again.
O 16 jan 2014 I'm sorry /:
O 12 jan 2014 Excuse me, what?
O 20 sep 2013 :(
O 05 aug 2013 Hey gorgeous, yes you. You need to read this.. C; ( 2 )
O 02 aug 2013 Him though ^_^<3
O 27 jul 2013 Why can't things be different for once?
O 26 jul 2013 Never mind c;
O 25 jul 2013 Good bye, for good ( 3 )
O 23 jul 2013 Jealously :/
O 23 jul 2013 You don't understand
O 17 jul 2013 If I...
O 17 jul 2013 Because of you?..
O 13 jul 2013 I honestly miss you...

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