i'm the evil one

het zijn de gedachtes, de constante herinneringen van dingen die nog moeten komen
en als ze komen, iets anders maar net zo, dan weet je
je had gelijk

ben uit genodigd om vanavond ergens heen te gaan, iets te roken en te babbelen

weet nog niet of ik ga roken, maar wel babbelen,
proberen te kijken of ik er uit kan, uit de rat race.

Ja, iemand gaat me vertellen hoe ik er UIT kan komen.

snap je waar ik heen ga ?
snap je wat de bedoeling is ?

alles dat er nu gebeurd en alles dat speelt in de wereld,
het is oud en al bedacht, t is al eens gedaan.

weet je dat ik van jullie hou ?
als je dat nog niet wist, hier is het.
maar ik moet hier weg, ik moet er uit.
maybe there is a way,
away.

soon shit will hit the fan,
and i hope you know how to survive
cause i guess i'll not be there to save you
how i want to,
you said you wanted to make your own mistakes.
and i guess you get what you wanted.
and this is not personal at you, hell i know you do the best you can.

i was not there when you needed me.
i was not there when it was my turn.
and the next turn ment for me, i'll not be there.
but maybe, you'll remember me, and i will be there, just in mind.

i am the evil one,
remember that, you know what evil is ?
evil is doing the thing you need to do to get there
but with the cause of hurt to another.

if i can end slavery, but cause hurt in that process i will still be evil
even if it is the only way left.

know, i do my evil out of love
some one wrote of the black spirits
of the evil they are.
they are not.
that is just a big mistake
they do take controle
they do things you might think of as hurt
but you do not know the goals
because you do not believe the means.

evil is not thinking.
that is the ultimate evil.

remember.
evil is the cause of hurt for the reason of hurt.
and hurt, hurt is the only teacher that helps
you have been fed wrong info.
evil does not exist.
they planted those words in your mind.
there only are ways, and no way has a label
intent has a label
and the evil is a label posted on the aftermath
by those who can label

one can look at history and religion
and one can look at the world of politics
what is evil ?

evil, is believing without research.

my evil is that if i kill myself, i will not go alone.
cause there are enough people that deserve to die.
not because death is punishment.
but because it is the last frontier
true evil is the fear of
this life you live in this rat race is evil.

evil is just a word.
turn it and it is live
evolution, love-ution
don't trust the blind
cause they can not see.

there is shit on the horizon
and no umbrella is gonna save you
only your mind and open eyes will give you heads up
open and realize the truth of live
open and realize the truth of evil
cause all it is in the end is but a product of love.
if only you knew.

i can preach all the words in the world
but you have to organize them
you have to do it.

soon i'll not be in the rat race no more
i'll get out of here.
and maybe i can get to the point
the point that i can stop it all.
would you go there ?
would you go and stop it all ?
they say i am evil
you just have to believe it.