i'm the girl (gedichtje)

I'm the girl who could daydream for hours,
looking out the window and just stare at the world.
The kind that could be down for days, weeks, even months,
crying herself in sleep and thinking no one ever could understand.
The kind that try to be strong for others,
always wanne try to help people in need,
just to have one minute the feeling that they like her.
I'm the little girl left in silence,
like a transparent ghost looking for some attention.
The kind that just sit and listen to her friends,
with only a smile on her face while they are laughing at jokes,
not even a word she could say that moment.
The kind that looks for some understanding and respect,
this world is for her just one black pool,
everywhere hate and pain.
The kind that needs some one who just like the girl she is,
some one who could help to unlock the door of deep insecurity inside of her,
so finally she could be for ones and always just herself.