._. i wanna look like that

zombiecorn, vrouw, 25 jaar

• nicholeP zondag 03 maart 2013 05:11
  do u wanna look like that for urself or for others? i where make-up and am on a diet but not for everyone else. i wear make up bc i LOVE it and ppl still call me ugly but i dont care im not here to please them. and my weight i just hate loading it around and ppl call me fat. i dont care
• zombiecorn zondag 03 maart 2013 08:16
  i think im doing it for everyone else :/ i think maybe if i look different people would like me
• Littleaxy zondag 03 maart 2013 17:12
  Well like my mom always told me
  "you wanna be model skinny? well then have fun being super skinny and bony to part where your anorexic, throwing up every morning and night, wasting food for just one spoon of the meal you ordered when someone else who needs it more can starve, Also have fun loosing your teeth because of all the vomit your gonna be throwing up cause the acid from vomit gonna fuck up your smile and breath, oh and also have fun swallowing the pills they give you to help you and eats your liver up and stomach, so in the end you come more deformed...
  so yeah have fun looking pretty model skinny just to get a boyfriend and once he starts to see you look ugly and dying lets see if you still want to be pretty for a jackass who only love looks not personalty, the only reason who you see models the way they are now its all make up and clothes, camera fixed."
  
  and thats what my mom told me back hen when I said I felt fat and waned to be skinny model skinny and now I go by it. You shouldnt and i mean never rush love just gonna give you pain .__. trust me I know all they want in the end is sex unless you only want that to then go for it O_e
• zombiecorn zondag 03 maart 2013 21:41
  ew....i want to skinny but i dont want all that to happen.. i dont just want a boyfriend i just want someone to care for me and listin to me..and everyones always like " your only 13 all you need is coloring book and a teddy bear blah blah blah"...but they dont know how i feel i really just want to start life over and be a new person...but i guess that will never happen.
• Littleaxy zondag 03 maart 2013 22:49
  yea at first i thought my mom was lying so i looked up stuff about models and she was right e__e...ugh... realty a bitch...
  but
  dude I dont wanna sound like your parents or anything TuT cause I dont! but you got life like so much ahead of you, to be honest all you need are just good friends that listen to you, dont worry about love cause to be honest you cant go out on dates cause the guy cant get a car, you wont see each other much cause school and then someone gonna get all bitchy like "we dont see each other enough" and drama happens and you end up crying and no one wants to see you cry D: you have that pretty face that no one wants to see you frown! so dont worry about it! just live life to fullest and be happy your living fuck teddy bears talk just have fun
• zombiecorn zondag 03 maart 2013 23:52
  thanks:]

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