ID crisis

the crisis inside
is it me or is it what they want me to be
is it my ego or is it just as it should be
is it true or is it the lie i live

should i choose the social me
should i go for my ego
should i let the horrid one go forth
should i try to deny the softerside

is it my selfish behaviour
is it my loving nature
is it my self presservation
is it my self hating desire

is it my love
is it my hate
is it my desire
is it my dislike
is it my trust
is it my distrust
is it
or is it just me
thinking that it is
when all there is is an image i try to live up to

is it the image i try to fight
that i fear i will become
or is it that what i fight that makes me stray from what i am
or is that what i am trying to become and i am trying to hold it back
out of fear i will become what i think i can not be
is it my selfdenial that gives in to change
so i wont change and keep this self which i deny ?

is it your image i try to live up to
is it that image i fear so much
is it this life i try to keep
or is it this life i try to hold back??

monster, man, 47 jaar

• Pasja woensdag 06 oktober 2004 21:34
  Aaah stop!!! You're driving me mad!!!
• *DiDi* woensdag 06 oktober 2004 23:39
  De enige die dat weet, ben jij.

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