lately
lately i've been looking at pictures of my past.
looking at how much i have changed.
im not talking about the change of being a baby a being a young woman, but already the change in me in just 2 years.
when i see pictures of myself from only 2 years ago, it shocks me.
on those pictures i got sparkles in my eyes , i laugh with my teeth visible, i look so happy.. in the dark of what will happen to me and my family in just months to come.
now when i look at recent pictures i'm scared..
my eyes never sparkle anymore, i laugh only with my lips. and when i do, it never looks real.
i wanna go back to the persoon on those old photo's, ii miss that person.
im afraid that person will never come back,
how can a person change so muchin just 2 years in looks and personallity?
lately..... i don't like my self much
looking at how much i have changed.
im not talking about the change of being a baby a being a young woman, but already the change in me in just 2 years.
when i see pictures of myself from only 2 years ago, it shocks me.
on those pictures i got sparkles in my eyes , i laugh with my teeth visible, i look so happy.. in the dark of what will happen to me and my family in just months to come.
now when i look at recent pictures i'm scared..
my eyes never sparkle anymore, i laugh only with my lips. and when i do, it never looks real.
i wanna go back to the persoon on those old photo's, ii miss that person.
im afraid that person will never come back,
how can a person change so muchin just 2 years in looks and personallity?
lately..... i don't like my self much
13 dec 2007
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donderdag 13 december 2007 14:50
I think you will go back tot that lovely girl smiling a real smile, but it will take some time. You have to give everything a place...
Hang in there...
Love you..
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