living in an illusion

the world outside
you know damn well
it is a lie
there is nothing that is real
real is what you feel
and you know
i go way beyond

the things i see
the things i feel
the things i am

watch out my dear friend
betray me not
as i have yet to lie
the killer is within
waiting

my friends in arms
you know
get ready
be prepared
this world or the other
soon it will not matter

they stand so close
and 2022 is now
you should know
besides this shape you see
is another me
passionatly cold
unimaginairy old
seen all souls sold
tried to tell you
with all i told

i can walk this world
as easy as i depart
my influence now marginal
and some would say non
you were not there
when it all began
and what now has begon

don't claim the prize
not that you would dispize
but when you do realize
fire burns like ice

and both give rise
to the water

don't let your water stand still
this is the one thing
that will surely kill

i'd go where ever
i'd stay in place
what ever i do
i have the image of you
but a quest beyond
the life i live
some call it fait
some call it hell
it does not matter
might do just as well
for time is nothing
just a way to measure
matter

but can you see beyond ?
can you feel what is there ?
you don't know wrong from fair

my friends in arms beware
there are forces
to kill your care !

25 times sex
then i die
do you know the score ?
i do, and when it gets worse
do you want it
more ?

i got my hand that counts
5x5 untill my friend arrives
4x5 still alive
3x5 betray the wife
2x5 feel alife
first five learning to survive

can you count
i can.

friends in arms
lock and load
don't get pulled down
nor do what you are told
take advise
give in return
when failures rise
it is time to revise

they are here
they are
near

what illusion
created confusion
life solution

short fused unused
trip wired no once fired
ready on sight
be prepared
i smell a fight.

is monster going to feed
tonight ?

guess there is a small devide
on this rollercoaster ride.