Lovibng smeone hurts...

Ive liked this guy since the beginning of 8th grade. We got close at the end of the year and then he asked me out but I pushed him away. I felt like I would ruen our relationship.. But now its like the end of ninth we still talk but I have to watch every day him being with some one else it hurts and I totaly regret saying no. he and his gf have been together for like 6 months and shes a total bitch I dont know why hes still with her after all shes done to him..

A few days ago me and my best friend went and met him and chris
At an elementary close to my house in the middle of the night. She went with chris so I was stuck with ned
We talked for ever.. I felt close to him again but I ended up pushing him away again
Wen he wanted to vuddle..he has a gf so I respect that but it pisses me off that
I cant do any thing

What would you do if u were in my posistion comment

foxgirl11, vrouw, 27 jaar

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