Men im relationships...

So i sitting here and thinking about relationships .. when it comes to relationships i often start, to think ...Is it the men that mess everything up , or the women. Well let me tell you its both. There comes bagage with every woman n man. Weather it's baggage about a relationship, or something else that has caused you to be angry or hurt inside. I try to tell myself to let it go, but letting go is really hard , specially if you don't have closer you will always feel dark n gloomy. the problem is that the one thing i really need closer on i could never get.
The issue i had with my mother, she died when i was 16 n the relationship between us well there was none... to cover it she was a raging alcoholic.. and as far as my other baggage well i just dont know how to deal with them. it is really easy for me to give advice but not easy to take it.
I just wish i new what to do about the dark cloud that had been hanging over my head for years now. i suppose i just liive but how do you live when you are so dead inside

23 aug 2012 - meld ongepast verhaal

kaytie, vrouw, 39 jaar

kaytie vrijdag 24 augustus 2012 00:49
ahhhhhhhhhhh im so pissed
Hey?! :) vrijdag 24 augustus 2012 17:35
I can relate! Don't stress over it too much, sometimes we all need a little (or a lot of) change in our lives, a new page, you know? Personally, making big changes in my life and mind helped me... Idk it's something you just do. "Just do it"... even though it's hard.

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