Mom
Never sure when its time to leave my mother side... even though she a little.. I guess mean at times but she does it for my safety she wants me to stay home cause she afraid I'll Die or something maybe I will maybe I wont but thats up to God to decide. She tells me "I know their be a day where you leave my side and I'll be alone but Im ok with that" and I look at her and wish I didnt, just I dont want nothing to happen. I guess My mom is my only friend I can ever trust. She there, she gets mad but she forgives me, she keeps my secrets and hears me out when I cry. I listen to her and her problems we laugh we joke.... I guess I feel bad if I leave my mom alone she'll be sad but wont tell me because she doesnt want me to worry.... maybe I dont say I love her to her but she knows and i know we both love each other through and through
people and friends say I need to get away from her... I need to finally jump off the nest and explore... but I think... what will happen after I leave it?...I dont know I love my mother I really do... and tonight I wanna hangout with a friend and go to the movies... maybe she'll be upset and be like "your lying to me" or something but all I can or want to say is. "I just wanna live... I know I amde mistakes in the past but trust me?..." but I'll keep quiet and say... "I'll go out but I'll be home soon ..." thats all.. maybe not ay anything and just say ok mom... thats it...
people wonder why im so attached I guess cause Im an only child...I have no competition between faves... or who would take care of her I see it as. She the only one I got and im the only one she ever had... people wont understand much because they have siblings... and others and so on...
people and friends say I need to get away from her... I need to finally jump off the nest and explore... but I think... what will happen after I leave it?...I dont know I love my mother I really do... and tonight I wanna hangout with a friend and go to the movies... maybe she'll be upset and be like "your lying to me" or something but all I can or want to say is. "I just wanna live... I know I amde mistakes in the past but trust me?..." but I'll keep quiet and say... "I'll go out but I'll be home soon ..." thats all.. maybe not ay anything and just say ok mom... thats it...
people wonder why im so attached I guess cause Im an only child...I have no competition between faves... or who would take care of her I see it as. She the only one I got and im the only one she ever had... people wont understand much because they have siblings... and others and so on...
03 nov 2012
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