MOM,Being a bitch 2(Thinking about suicide again)

Okay so yeah,I'm having a really great monday,but my mom is not.She's like really fucking sad about the fucking voting in her work

cause they lost,is there anything we have to do with that?Are we like even involved with that shitty voting thingy? I mean like why

would she gets angry easily when we do something wrong and that cause of their losing at voting in her work.FUCK MY LIFE.yes,FUCK

MY LIFE.This is how hard my life is.I HATE MY MOM.Okay go hate me for hating my mom,but one thing,I really don't know my mom,and

neither she does to us.We only known for like 2 years and a half,I don't care if she's the one who get us out of this world,I don't care

if she race us by sending us money from other country to our back home.When we came here I thought she would be nicer than my

dad.I WAS WRONG.Well,okay in my back home,when you graduated there you wouldn't live great as here to this country I'm staying

right now.But,I would say I have a fucking like a hell-life here with my mom. I thought she'd loved us,I thought she'd buy us everything

we want,I thought I would live with here peacefully. What happened is opposite.Tonight,did you know what she had just done to me?

Did she even realize what she had said to me?Did she?or she's just being really fucking obnoxious.Okay,so I was going downstairs

because I was gonna get a glass of milk before I go to sleep and she asked me to get the other home phone, so I went upstairs

again.Looking through where is the home phone, went to my room,nope,went to my brothers,nope,and I went to my moms,yes!and I

got it.Check if it is full charged,but it wasn't so anyways I brought it to her.I told her that "Oh,it's not fully charged I just checked it."

What did she do?What?What?She almost throw the phone at me.ALMOST,I was gonna ask her why didn't she continue,so I be just

dead,and lived happily ever after."WHY DIDN"T YOU CHARGED IT?!!,were you using it!" she yelled at me."OH MY GOSH,It was in your

room." I argued back, "EVEN THOUGH!I know you were using it,don't fooled with your words!!" she even yelled at me louder.So,what

did I do? I told her again,that the home phone is in HER ROOM.Okay I sigh so heavy and get my glass of milk,I went up,and I showed

some annoyance by closing my door that she could here it from down stairs.AHA! yes I could here her feet going up stairs talking to

someone."Hey hold on hold on" she told someone on her phone.I heard a knocked on my door,then BAM! I saw her face with full of

angryness and told me that "YOU SHOULDN'T DONE THAT!YOU NEED TO RESPECT ME!" then I closed my door,and by the same time,

I told her that her home phone once again is in her room,and gave her a really heave sigh.Okay let's go back from what she just said

to me."YOU NEED TO RESPECT ME",umm okay mom? I need to respect you while you don't even showed at least one respectful

thing to me? Oh okay,so that's how your rules here in your house? Respect me but you'll never respect us?So what is this?Your our

GOD?LORD?A QUEEN? WHAT tell me? You think I didn't get hurt by what you just said.Yes I did,so that's why AGAIN I thought about

killing myself,I mean it's really easy to kill myself but it's so hard to deal with people in reality. I'm so fucking tired.