My last break up story.I still thought about H.I.M

It's so hard to forget the love ones,you loved the freaking the most then their the one who left you behind in the air.Yes,my ex.NOT BEN BTW,but this guy I loved the most of the guys.His name is Zach,I thought he'll love me till' the end but I was wrong.He cheated.I broke up with him.It's a very depressing,awful break up story.I just don't know what to do when he cheated on me.It felt like its the end of the world.I was hopeless,I try to forget him until now but I CAN'T.He still remains,in my mind even though it's been 10 months,since we broke up.I can't believe this.But,lucky enough we don't go to same school,and he lives at like 5 km away from my house,so that's I guess fine.I think the reason why I still can't get rid off outta my mund is because I gave myself 100% to him,and I gave up everything just for him.Then,when we broke up,there's nothing left atleast 1% of me.I miss him so much.I wanna hug him,hook up with him again,do anything what he wants.I just want him back.But we're forbidden.We're forbidden because.