no regrets
i regret nothing
no i care
but then again
what is done is done
what is, is
what was, was
no hard feelings
atleast not to the aurface
not towards you
i try not to investigate
try not to see what is underneth
but things are so obvious
so clear
as like in the clear waters of the sea
the fish and coral is visible
and the entry points of ankers
where the coral broke
the fish find shelter
all is clear now
yet the people of the world have come past
spilling poluting
i don't like to be hard
don't like to be the evil one
but i am
i am
you thought of what love was / is
but never tried to feel and live it
just like the world never feels how they polute
i am the evil one here
for i raise not my voice not to often
far to little
not to you
or any one
only sometimes
and for the wrong reasons
don't worry
i wont do nothing bad
maybe a little accident at work, but even that is not posible
i am too aware now
too aware
so that accidents will not happen
for they might worry you
ah fuck it
i need to see my blood
and yet i can't
but need to
need it now
but i will not
nor will i kill myself
though
no i will not give you the pain, the pleasure of knowing i was not the right one,
the one that was weak and selfish
but any way
i am still dead inside
i can not see women
not as loving thingies
not as mates
there just empty forms now
only when they smile
i get a glimps of what they might be
nothing more
they are as empty as men
cold and distant
horrible creatures
humans suck
i think i hate them
no i care
but then again
what is done is done
what is, is
what was, was
no hard feelings
atleast not to the aurface
not towards you
i try not to investigate
try not to see what is underneth
but things are so obvious
so clear
as like in the clear waters of the sea
the fish and coral is visible
and the entry points of ankers
where the coral broke
the fish find shelter
all is clear now
yet the people of the world have come past
spilling poluting
i don't like to be hard
don't like to be the evil one
but i am
i am
you thought of what love was / is
but never tried to feel and live it
just like the world never feels how they polute
i am the evil one here
for i raise not my voice not to often
far to little
not to you
or any one
only sometimes
and for the wrong reasons
don't worry
i wont do nothing bad
maybe a little accident at work, but even that is not posible
i am too aware now
too aware
so that accidents will not happen
for they might worry you
ah fuck it
i need to see my blood
and yet i can't
but need to
need it now
but i will not
nor will i kill myself
though
no i will not give you the pain, the pleasure of knowing i was not the right one,
the one that was weak and selfish
but any way
i am still dead inside
i can not see women
not as loving thingies
not as mates
there just empty forms now
only when they smile
i get a glimps of what they might be
nothing more
they are as empty as men
cold and distant
horrible creatures
humans suck
i think i hate them
03 sep 2004
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