not in the mood

i realy am not in the mood
fuck you and you and the whole godforsaken world
it means nothing to me
hail the idiots
praise the fools
love the ignorence
and fuck what is pure

i am realy not in the mood
for the nice things in life
let them wither and die
for they are stained
like me
dirty
like my mind
and i hate that
because my mind
is clean
compared to yours
and yours
and yours
and maybe now
you can imagine
how i dispize myself
and loath you

i realy am not in the mood
for kind words
for a simple smile
for a loving embrase
that means nothing but your ego comforting behaviour
that eases your mind
thinking you have tried
to cheer me up
but mere for your own comfort
rather than mine
your actions take place
just to be polite
and save face

i realy am not in the mood
for stupid excuses
for explanations
that all are based upon your failing heart
your faillure to love and understand
your desire for more than you need
i hate all that you stand for
especialy your greed

i am not in the mood
for any thing but your surrender
not even a surrender to me
but to yourself
for maybe
there will be a little chance
that i can see the beauty
in you

i am not in the mood
for anything
but love
real unstained love
but i know
even god has none of that
so how can you ?
how can i ?
be something
when all is stained and tainted
when all is broken
but we are to blind
to see the cracks

i am in the mood
for love
but unless i get myself together
there will be none
and i will never be clean again
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